Matonism

Matonism

Sunday, 24 April 2016

Greetings, greetings.

tell me i drew it nice. tell me. tell me. lol k.


Pukul 4:45 pagi. Ramai yang dah penuhkan surau, sandar di dinding belakang. Azan subuh dah berlalu lima belas minit tadi.

"When are we gonna pray?" Seorang junior tanya aku. Aku capai telefon bimbit untuk tengok jam, "Let's wait another minute for Fahd." Aku senyum pandang adik tadi yang masih cuba tahan mengantuk.

Biasanya di masjid-masjid dan surau sekitar negeri ni, tunggu sampai setengah jam selepas azan untuk mula solat. Aku capai kain pelikat yang  aku sangkut di bahu, saja taknak pakai awal-awal. Simpan telefon bimbit dalam kocek seluar paras bawah lutut warna kelabu yang memang sedia tersarung, dipadankan dengan jersey Arsenal lengan panjang.

Fahd tergesa-gesa masuk dalam surau, tak sempat aku ke saf depan, dah terdengar suara orang iqamah.

Fahd, you're definitely dead. Dah la aku memang sengaja tunggu dia sebab kita semua dah buat deal, siapa lambat jadi imam. Practically applied for subuh.

Aku masuk ke bahagian imam. Sebelum sempat Fahd ke saf pertama, aku libas dia pakai kain pelikat sekali. Tak ada lah kuat pun, setakat pukul manja-manja gituu. Dia ketawa perlahan. Sempat dia bisik di telinga aku, "Recite the shortest surah, or anything but just two ayaah. Not more." Budak ni aku piat telinga nanti baru tahu. Lagi seorang di saf pertama minta aku baca surah Al 'Asr dan surah Al Kauthar.

Aku julingkan mata ke atas dengan permintaan mereka. Ambil masa beberapa saat sebelum takbiratul ihram memecah hening pagi.

Bacaan surah Ad Dhuha dan Asy Syarh (Al Insyirah) memenuhi ruang asrama syabab bangunan A, Shaariqa University.


Selesai solat, mereka semua kembali ke bilik masing-masing, dan aku masih duduk di situ. Mengantuk tapi esok nak exam. Aku hantar mesej pada Khalifa, "Nerve-wrecking."

Selang beberapa minit, "Trust me, you're not alone."

Aku terus bangun, masuk bilik. Aadil dah selamat tidur dalam timbunan kertas, nota whatsoever aku tak tahu sangat life student engineering ni.

Baring atas katil. You have the sweetest smile I've ever seen. Aku sengih sendiri tengok gambar beliau front camera.

Tak sedar, dah tertidur sampai pukul 9 pagi. Alhamdulillah takde kelas. Capai tuala, mandi. Another great day it should be.


***

"My patient died today."

My patience, too.

Okay just kidding. It just happened that I love pun, because it's fun. Lol.

***

Aku nak kena sambung study tapi kita kena selit-selit sikit ibrah (pengajaran) dalam tulisan sebab iyalah orang selalu relate aku dengan Islamic stuff kan.

Alright, alright.

Here, to those yang tak kenal aku lagi. I won't let you stay there hanging.

1. Yes, I am always on twitter when I'm free or when I do feel like tweeting. When I'm not around, it's simply because I probably busy or I don't know, lost, perhaps.

2. I've been using sweet words and everything ever since I started. I know not about futur or not-islamic-enough

3. Yes, I am the author of ESC. Feel free to get a copy or two. Or more. But remember, don't membazir.

4. I'm sorry if by mistake I didn't see or reply to your emails, private messages, mentions et cetera although some might be labelled as 'seen'. It's probably from someone else who by chance, opened it and forgot to tell me.

5. It's okay if you don't like me, I need new haters anyway. The old one became my fans instead. Ahah, jk. Spill it out if we have disagreements anywhere. I probably couldn't see my mistakes w/o you pointing them out.

6. Peace be upon you.

If by chance you need a quick view or feedback from me, do send me a DM on my instagram message; thelostsiv

***

in a way, let's get this straight. i just want to tell you that insyaAllah, for another time being, i probably gonna start updating this very blog again. let time decide what's gonna happen next.

and for those who still remember, alhamdulillah. so far, my health is doing great. thanks for the prayers and support. in return, i'll give something very precious of mine to you.

my presence. HAHAHA! God I'm so funny.
K whatever.

In return, I'll keep that as a secret still. Until the right time comes. InsyaAllah.

Lots of love, Mato.


(Oh yes, I would like to know if I should change my header, blogskin or anything? Or shouldn't I?)

14 comments:

iman said...

Im really glad if you're thinking on postings more! 😍

And ouhh if you to have a fresh new looks bolehh je change header ke apa but by maintaining it punn okayy.

Looking good and cool already 😁

iman said...

Im really glad if you're thinking on postings more! 😍

And ouhh if you to have a fresh new looks bolehh je change header ke apa but by maintaining it punn okayy.

Looking good and cool already 😁

Anonymous said...

Shouldn't. Because it's already simple and nice!

Amy said...

Cool bro cool

Me said...

i think you need to put that 'member' box somewhere else. but its okay

Anonymous said...

You drew that really nice :)

Anonymous said...

Trust me, you're not alone... :'( boleh aplikasi kat mana2 situasi ni....hrmmm...

Anonymous said...

change header to something more attractive.

arisa echizen said...

glad you'll be back on this blog again. been waiting for such a long time for a new entry like before.
myb you should change your header for a fresh start :D

Anonymous said...

Mayb you should change your header. ��

Anonymous said...

Glad you'll back. Yes. Mayb u should chnage ur header. For a fresh start.

Fahimah Idris said...

Assalamualaikum �� I really enjoyed reading your book ESC so cool �� ���� from ����

Anonymous said...

Bila nak buat buku baru?

Nur Amalina said...

change your header pleasee ! *if you don't mind :p
i got bored already heheheh

nahh but it's fine.
i'm still gonna read this blog tho.

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